these are the scars i have on my left thigh. these are recent about maybe almost a month ago. they are now healed they look a little bit faded now. this was taken in the healing process. i’ve done it because, i was angry about myself and this was the result of getting angry. i have not cut for 2 years! i’ve had held it inside me for a long time before i relapsed and it was pretty hard and one day my bottled up emotions got to me.
okay, these are the deepest i’ve done. this was taken right after i did these. i took the picture because i was going to send my love a picture to her e mail. she was worried so i asked if i should send a pic incase it was too deep. of course my mother knows about my scars and my cuts. my whole family does. it’s hard because, it feels like i cant stop and the anxiety pushes a little harder each time i feel like i need to self harm
this was on my right leg. this happend yesterday. i completely relapsed and, i am sure others have gone through it as well. i know some people i’ve known and know now go through it. i have no memory of doing this to myself. almost no memory at all.
I have decided to post about my scars that i have on my body NOT for attention but for the fact that i am not afraid to show my past that has been written on my body. These scars are pretty recent but, i don’t care. i will show them but not for attention i want to make others feel like they are not alone. this will be triggering so if you are sensitive i suggest not looking at these posts.
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paranoia: They're laughing at you, all of them. They think you look weird. They think you look awful, like shit. They're laughing at you because you're ugly. They pity you. They're glad they are nothing like you at all, you freak.
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